FATHOM AN IRIDESCENT SPELL ON TIME
deeply pressed, suffocated and craving this loss urges me to continuously
meet myself
and reconnect with
home.
healthy boundaries
created through radical self-care
living the dream i’m creating
moving beyond superficial comfort to find
connection.
taking control of my actions to
overcome anxiety.
reconnecting disconnected wires
slowly stepping into a new me.
not feeling seen by the world,
i search for myself
and the world sees me anew.
my body feels and knows the
truth.
this abundance.
resistance transformed to acceptance rising from fear
through learning that
i am a process.
moving toward my essence through involvement.
releasing and expressing
to stay healthy
healing through pausing
i face this pain.
breathing into a new existence
i inhale love
befriending time.
stress is a heavy, unwanted blanket in a pandemic cocoon
actions root me in the mud
so that i can reach for the
light.
desiring this moment and its infinite possibilities
this chaos has purified me
and given me new eyes.
the sun burning within my heart spiders, bees, dandelions and honey freeing myself
my masculine sun showing up for my feminine moon.
a moth flying through silky starlight weaving and dreaming with my heart moment to moment.
responding creatively to
continuous uncertainty
this is energizing and empowering.
cloud iridescence
fire rainbows.
facing the whole of myself
to see the vastness of life
the codes are recombining.
actions as medicine or poison the future is here
a deliberate decision
in my body.
my time is now
now is the time
now is our time.
launched from outdated world views feeling the world.
digesting this bitter fear
forever hungry for love.
this pain
my medicine
and pleasure and
power.
constantly de-cluttering
listening to this internal alarm swept off of my feet.
time means opportunity.
i slowed down and so did the world.
in a liquid universe
still adjusting
unfamiliar
yet I feel safe.
the world shifts as i do
a thunderous sky.
at my own
deliberately slowly
pace.
fear and time illusions
heart guides my senses
as love puts a spell on time. A SNAIL IN RAW HONEY
art is my offering
my ex-voto
i offer myself to life.
created and creating.
release what i was or it will
consume me.
dust flying in space
when uncertain, i slow down.
remnants of fear
sifting
away from my body
returning to myself
moment to moment
this thread the only steadiness.
living matters
matter lives
hidden for so long
opening up
processing my process.
i see myself in you
a constant explosion.
moments as bubbles
only truth remains.
life measured by love.
i wished and felt myself here. singing bird
harmony.
love heals
jingles.
it is free
freedom.
i my compass
strengthening
delighting in the journey.
now i can just be.
beauty in everything
the heart my steering wheel.
life’s core essence
thinking tires and ties.
flowering flame
heart presence melting bodily pain.
a starry liquid milkiness
spun seaweed seeds.
love is life’s language
buckled for the ride.
floating in slow motion
we are one
instead of life passing me by now the river.
galactical dishwasher
existence sparkles
salty tears
constantly bathed
a concoction.
STONES
i had to move backward before moving forward
my invitation
i the key.
continuously unlocking myself digging up
2 in 1
star has 5 points
this i 8
you my teacher.
life we are in
together and alone.
rocks outside my heart now it is light.
blind to lies
recycling my cycle
powered by cleaning.
i belong to everything
nothing belongs to me.
sailing. gliding.
body’s pain is soul crying.
present tense is love
tension to present is pain. tension pain.
present love.
i hear you in me
echo
scrubbing mind for full heart.
eye in heart
life sings in me
eye in we
an animal.
action
the ocean my bath
see in sea
silver fish returning.
panic attacks shake the heart i had to separate myself from you
to find me
to find you.
elastic
ecstatic
i instand now
confiding inside
my own movie
in motion.
i feel you pain
malleable.
overcoming fear to
meet you.
a death of gray society in my mind.
pop. pop.
i am with you
chirping
yin and yang
eye in we.
we in eye.
you me we
we me you
me you we.
web spinning
from lockdown to unlock full.
STIRRING WATER
the heart
the seed
the wing
an earthworm.
a horse.
from tied down
to high tide
2 in 1
1 in 2
care
rake
1 in 2 in 3 in 4.
my own foam
i in keep
peek
wake
we
awake.
rumble
quake
u
a
e.
numb to
out numbered.
enwish ion.
inner drum
hymn
stop to pots.
shellfishly kind
a leopard slug
crackling for myself true nature
nature true
truth in nature.
explorer
cutting away
i feel your stirring water a string.
you my mirror
me in you
so hot, cold
numb.
numbers.
ma, mamma
yum
purr.
water binds us
magnetic
space ship
ship space
pace.
ace.
chia goop.
for see
jury-rig
ruthless
march to charm
pain is power.
SULFURIC
see you when you are ready to see me
you are my eyes.
eye see the you
which does not see me eye see the you
which sees me.
icu.
born anew
each moment.
reunite
real estate
you in youth.
soil.
oils.
i am not the you
which does not see me yet i am with you.
from difficulty breathing now with water.
skin lungs.
incognito
ignite
into.
evolve in love
therapy
appearing.
scales itch
believe. be a live.
from evil to live.
ointment
child.
clean home.
release
ease
see.
hawk.
sphingidae
somatic
osmosis.
missing
sing
in touch
touching.
soular eclipse
smelling skin
life smells fear
life smells love
love and life in skin.
massage
message.
sour hours
clock locks
recreate
congratulate.
my own monster
or moonstar.
sea through
grounded to fly
accepting you for you
to accept me for me.
moon tide
truth is real is now is love is safe lies unreal and aching.
streaming
pipeline
spinning wheel
tea eat
time emit.
loading
retreat
treat
detox toxin
dance in guidance.
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